when you search corpses of people you worked hard to kill and they don’t have any money
I FORGOT TO MENTION I’M PLAYING A GAME OMG
i dont even want to go camping anymore, i just want to sleep all holiday. i’m scared im going to fall into depression again, because i can already feel myself slipping. i guess the alcohol isnt helping, but then again, neither are the pills.
this week should be filled with good things. monday is over and done with. tuesday is a delayed opening and nik’s last day of work this week . .wednesday is also a delayed opening, and time to get ready for camping. thursday will be finishing up packing for camping day. friday is senior cut day/memorial day weekend camping with nik and all friends! good things
i don’t want to go to school i don’t want to go to university i don’t want to have a career i don’t want anyone to expect anything of me ever ever ever i just want to sit in a cocoon of blankets all day every day sleeping and reading books because i don’t think i’m cut out for this whole ‘contributing member of society’ thing
finally got to ninja my way into the kitchen. got some apple jacks and smores poptarts. i have a feeling this is what im going to do whenever nik is at wok now and cherstin can’t hang-out. stuff my face and blow up tumblr. i see no problems.
note: the sci-fi tag is pretty beat today